it was a terrible day. it started bad, it got worse, i went for a do-over, not successful. i had anxiety all day long and it just...sucked.
today was a better day. much, much better. i was home with sick henry, who was much, much better. i was productive around the house, pro-active on some class work and just happy, happy, happy.
and dave replaced my laptop screen and battery, so yay!
most of my anxiety lately is because of my class. this is the only course I've taking so far that i've wanted to drop. it's hard, i don't understand it, and i feel/sound stupid in the class. i'm pushing through, hopefully it will improve.
i just hate not understanding! it's 100% frustrating for me. i had a presentation last night that just sucked. i'm glad it's over, but i wish i had done better. i have a paper due Monday and just...stress city over here.
prayers would be great, please and thank you.
right now we're popping popcorn and my little family is going to watch some Olympics. life is good.
and by popular demand, my blog is going back to the regular family format. oh, fine, whatever.